Wednesday, July 07, 2010
KILLLLLLLLLLLLL the messenger, seriously
bah first a wounded knee now THIS? wtf is wrong with me jsjjdewf why is it- Luke is the only one of my characters who is used with deep/sad arts. I don't even feel like making that into a QUESTION fufufufuuuuuuu but I'm not upset, oh no~ Quite the contrary. I'm glad I'm turning 17 and finally getting rid of my 16 year old person. oh 16, you were a bitch. Horrible age year, honestly. More online than offline, hrm.
OH 16~ That year went by fast, way too fast in reality. But online it seemed like an ENTERNITYYYY /sobsobsob. I wish I could go back and hug myself, I needed it. BUT HERE I AM NOOOW, ready to punch life in the face once I hit senior year, officially.
I don't think I've ever been so ACCEPTING to an age change :\ I'm waking up more :o the fantasy/dream/positive part of my brain is easing back now~ I'm typing this for my older self so I can laugh looking back at this. I know I will laugh at the madness of this blog and what I've posted before. BUT! to the pic~ speed painting/practice~ Personally, it's waaaaay better than my try at painting Elixir back in what...early 2009? idk.
drawing fanart feels weird now. I feel weird kdjfjwf going back and forth from "AHHHHFAVEARTISTFAVEDKDFREKGR;U;U;U;U;U;' to 'NFHHHH *throws tablet*'
haha- 'tell me doctor- how to shakeeee
and waking nightmare that is only worse when I am sleeping...~'
YESNFH- humans do fall back on interwebs to complain about life, our favorite pasttime.
I love you so bad <3
DESPICABLE MEEEEE JULY 9 8DDDDD
YAY 17 <3 I AM READY FOR YOU, SO READY
and I will NOT screw up >:c
No more. I promise.
songs I listened to~/are so Luke:
<3
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sending positive energy in your general direction in hopes that the next year of your life is one that you can look back on with joy and love. I'm sorry I wasn't there for you in your times of turmoil but I hope you had helping hands to lift you up.
regardless of the downing message of your image you coloured it very well and it looks lovely 8] I still love Luke to pieces!
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